OMG I didn’t recognize you!
That phase is repeated to me at least once per day. Depending on the person I am sometimes
flattered and other times annoyed. I
fully embrace the fact that over the past two years I have changed in so many
different ways. With that being said I am still very much the same person. Or should I say this is the real me. This is the person I lost so many years ago
So let’s get you up to speed:
Gastric Bypass Surgery:
August, 23, 2010
Starting Weight: 256
Weight as of 8/23/12:
152
Post surgical complications:
ulcer, GERD
Two years down and holding firm….literally. I am still amazed at how much things have
changed from two years ago. The only
thing that remains the same is the scale.
I love that my body picks a number and sticks with it!
Over the past year I have been able to increase my food
intake (not necessarily a good thing) and my diet has more variety. The good part of that is I usually don’t go
past 154 on the scale. I will be honest
and say that I don’t do any formal exercising, BUT I do lead a more active
lifestyle. I haven’t run any road races,
but I am getting up and off the couch more than ever….and for me that is a huge
change.
I still have regular stomach aches which sometime turn into
hospital visits. I am on a variety of
acid reducers to prevent that, but sometimes the pain is just too severe. There are a few other complications but will
spare you the details. Let’s just say
things don’t move as they used too…
The dust has settled and I am finally comfortable in my own skin. I have slowly begun to make some long overdue changes in my life. They haven't all been easy, but they were very necessary. I can honestly say I have "Lost My Waist and Regained My Mind"
I would like to leave you with lyrics from one of my favorite
R&B artist’s Jill Scott. I play this song every single day. It’s to remind myself that “You is kind. You is smart. You is important” ~ The
Help
Jill Scott “Still Here”
I am a boisterous
river
I am a mountains story
I am a quiet feeling
I am a fragrant flower
I am a moonlit evening
I am a peaceful night
I am a writers thinking
I am a wealth unfathomed
And if you don’t recognize my presence, I am here
And if you don’t recognize me, I am here
I am a source of power
I am excited journey
I am the rock of patience
I am a whisper singing
I am unbridled freedom
I am the thought from thinking
I am a love unshattered
I am the great orgasm
And if you don’t recognize my presence, I am here
And if you don’t recognize my presence, I am here
And even if you don’t recognize me, I‘m still here
And even if you don’t recognize me
And even if you don’t recognize me, I‘m still here
And even if you don’t recognize me, I am, oh, I’m still here
Even if you don’t recognize me, I’m here, I’m here, I’m here
I am a mountains story
I am a quiet feeling
I am a fragrant flower
I am a moonlit evening
I am a peaceful night
I am a writers thinking
I am a wealth unfathomed
And if you don’t recognize my presence, I am here
And if you don’t recognize me, I am here
I am a source of power
I am excited journey
I am the rock of patience
I am a whisper singing
I am unbridled freedom
I am the thought from thinking
I am a love unshattered
I am the great orgasm
And if you don’t recognize my presence, I am here
And if you don’t recognize my presence, I am here
And even if you don’t recognize me, I‘m still here
And even if you don’t recognize me
And even if you don’t recognize me, I‘m still here
And even if you don’t recognize me, I am, oh, I’m still here
Even if you don’t recognize me, I’m here, I’m here, I’m here
Thank you for listening