Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Everything is wrong

I'm really having a tough day and need to vent. 

Just when I think everything is under control the clouds part and the bolt of lightning hits me.  NOTHING is going right these days....fighting with hubby, kids are out of control, bills aren't paid, work is a nightmare.
I need a vacation from my life. 

I'm really doing my best to hold it together, but I'm quickly spiraling out of control.  Then of course there is this major life change I got going on with my body.  Things have been better in terms of my Gastric Bypass, but knowing that I will have to keep this lifestyle up for the rest of my life is a daunting task. 

I'm waiting for that little birdie to whisper "everything is going to be ok".  He hasn't come yet so all I have is this blog

Well onward and upward...


  1. I am sorry you are having one of those "life sucks" times. I go through that too. It really does seem like when it rains, it pours...although I know thats just bc it only takes on things to get us feeling "off" and thus more sensative to the other stuff. It will come back around. I know everything seems out of control right now, and when you start thinking "lifetime" with the WLS, then it does get scary. But everything, surgery and one day at a time. Everything can change tomorrow...and it can change for the better.

    Keep fighting the good fight!

  2. Hang in there - it does get better.
    This weight loss thing plays tricks on the mind.
    Everything is going to be OK.

  3. I'm sorry you're having a bad time. I know what you mean about life in feels like a revolving door of demands and no time for 'ME'. I hope you can find some 'me-time'.

    Try to focus on the good changes the surgery is bringing and I'm sure you'll think it's worth the change...change can be scary, I know I don't usually like it...when I feel how you are I try not to think about the nitty gritty and just focus on putting one foot in front of the other to get through the day. I hope you feel better soon. xx

  4. I'm your bird..."Everything is going to be OK". Have faith and know we are here for you!

  5. From another birdie... "Everything is going to be OK".

  6. Hang in there sweetie! It WILL be okay!