Hello out there in Blogger Land! I've been so miserable I forgot the purpose of my blog. I started this thing so I could journal my "progress"and reflect back on all my milestones.
So let's get ya'll up to speed shall we...
I've lost 40lbs
I've been advanced to Stage 3-mushy foods
I can finish a shower without passing out
My breath doesn't smell like donkey butt
The support from friends and family
I'm still having swelling/swallowing issues
Going back to work next week
Feeling like I had a death in the family (food)
All the pills/vitamins
I under estimated how hard this journey would be. Even though things are improving I still regret my decision. That feeling is slowly going away now that my good days are out-numbering the bad. Hopefully once I develop a routine and better learn my limitations the feeling will disappear completely.
If anybody still remembers me I would love to hear how you started back. Thinking about dusting myself off and returning to work makes me nauseous. I have a fear that I will eat something and be hanging over the toilet in my office with my boss holding my hair back.
As you see any tips will be helpful
Living Large in FL!
4 years ago